yep. It's finally gotten to me. I'll be participating in it this year.
My Story:
Dreams of the Moonchild. It'll have it's own section here on my blog so even if I don't finish it in 30 days, i'll still work on it... hopefully.
The Moonchilds Starry Dreams
Probally just going to be random post about what's going on with what I'm doing, such as how I feel about the chapters of "For Love of the Kirin".
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
I'm participating in National Novel Writing Moth!
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Looking for that special someone? Good Luck!
The more I see myself wanting someone at my side, the more I cringe at what's to choose from. I see nothing but boys with babies/kids, liars and cheaters who'd rather have sex with me than just have me for me, sex driven fools who let their libido drive them through life, slobs, hoodlums who couldn't impress me with their broken speech patters no matter how good looking they are, and most of all the ones who just want you for their meal ticket. There's no romance left in the world, no sparks to light the fires of passion between two people. If there's no sex involved or the chance that it could happen, a guy won't go out of his way just to impress the women who's caught his eye, at least no guy who's come up to me recently has made it evident that he didn't want to try and get into my pants.
I constantly find myself having to say I'm a lesbian because the conversation always turns to the, ' SO when can I get at you' point. Um how about never? And even when told, no, they STILL persist, as if they can change my mind about dropping my pants and laying down on my back for them to enjoy me. It's depressing really... For once I would like to look into the eyes of the person looking at me and not feel the lust rolling off them. I'd like to see the interest of figuring out the complexity that is me, the want to crawl into my heart and occupy the spaces all for themselves, the want to please me without pushing the issue of sex, and should it happen to never want to make me feel as if it's an obligation just because I am with this person. I want an man who will challenge me, crave me, love me, see the world through my eyes, love the things I love, I want a man who I will feel just as strongly for, a man who will want to keep me by his side no matter how useless I am... Because in truth, I am a useless women.
A useless women who dreams of a love that will probably never happen. There are too few 'Good Men' in this world, and the ones I find are beaten down and covered in scars from past relations and the flaws they have out way the 'Good Man' image and everything just crumbles to a screeching halt leaving me to wonder how we survive in this world at all with the men and women we have to choose from.
But is it just me? Is it really just me and my extreme value of self and how I wish to be treated by a man? I've had such hurt brought to this aching heart, but it's made me realize that before, I was still a girl with stars in her eyes and blind to the ways of relationships. Love is... Love is so much different that a relationship. You need love to have a good relationship, but you don't need a relationship to know love. It can bring you happiness abound, or turn you into a bitter person filled with hate and hurting from the lashes received from that person you loved. There is a very thin line between love and hate, and at the moment, I'm standing in the middle of that line, swaying back and forth and wondering in which direction I'll eventually fall.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Sengoku Basara, I'm addicted...
SO. I finally got my hands on this game, and fell in LOVE. Especially with the pairing of Kotaro Fuma and Tusruhime. Well, they aren't a couple, but Little Crane sure loves her some Kotaro. I don't blame her, have you SEEN him?! Goodness, love at first sight. I like this Kotaro better than Samurai Warriors Kotaro, that one just looks creepy. Well anyways, I'm writing fanfiction for this game now. And I actually finished my first story! So proud so proud. I'll be posting it up here soon.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Koi in the Waters
I started writing the into to an OLD original story I did like some six years back. I need to find all the chapters and re-write some things before I post them all here. But I'm really getting excited about posting these chapters. That story is one I actually finishes, well the first part to it anyways. If I get any good responses about the story I'll write part two.. Maybe... Anyways, the story is really about a young girl of a predominately rich family who's parents are on opposing ends about her mothers on;y real want in life. Koi Fish. As the story progresses all sorts of weird things happen in the family and the young girl is there to witness them all, and in an even stranger sense, she feels she's been lead to see everything that happens for a reason. What that reason is, I won't give up yet, you'll just have to wait an see.
The Moon Child
The Moon Child
Friday, April 29, 2011
Oh how I wonder...
I have lots of unrully ideas running through my head with theis story of mine. It's hard trying to decide whic direction I will take this, I probally need to write some of my story plotting down and look over them to see which idea I like best.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
It's happening already...
I'm stuck!!! I HATE it when this happens, I haven't even gotten to the darned chapter and I can't get it to work the way I want it too, I need a muse... How do I get this to go the way I want it to? I've been struggling over it for HOURS now!!! I want to pull my hair out and bite some one in the face. Sadness, I'm an unhappy kitty now... I know what I want to happen (at least I think I do) and it's just not to my liking! I think I need help...
About "For the Love of the Kirin"
I was called on my idea for the main character in my story. You found me out! lol
It was after watching the episode from Pet Shop of Horrors that this story started running rampant in my mind. I love the idea of the legendary Kirin being able to give power to mortals, and with that power, come the price of blood and war. In my story, the price of blood isn't the death of thousands like it was in Pet Shop of Horrors, mine will have a interesting twist; the King will end up eventually requesting payment for the gift she will give to, I guess I'll have to figure that out as I haven't gotten that far, I tend to write as I think it up lol.
As for WHY the female Kirin in my story is called the King, well that's fairly simple. I'll tell you in chapter three; chapter two will be going up shortly after I'm done here, wish me luck!!
It was after watching the episode from Pet Shop of Horrors that this story started running rampant in my mind. I love the idea of the legendary Kirin being able to give power to mortals, and with that power, come the price of blood and war. In my story, the price of blood isn't the death of thousands like it was in Pet Shop of Horrors, mine will have a interesting twist; the King will end up eventually requesting payment for the gift she will give to, I guess I'll have to figure that out as I haven't gotten that far, I tend to write as I think it up lol.
As for WHY the female Kirin in my story is called the King, well that's fairly simple. I'll tell you in chapter three; chapter two will be going up shortly after I'm done here, wish me luck!!
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